Thursday, November 11, 2010

the desire of me ~my heart

the day is coming soon ,now what i am doing ~ actually i am a strong people ~why i like scary like a cat ..?
i want to be strong ! 
Christmas is coming ,i no hope that 'after this event i am no still like that ~ ,i don't want life with the pass ~
(life with all the sins) i don't want ~ .i very up sad ~why that now i also haven prepare to let GOD rise up~
why i can no let GOD  rise up ~ ,em~ ... maybe the time is haven reach yet~ but why  i want more changer~ in my life ~ everything now is no i want 1 ,Especially my body ,i very very desire one day i can be  stronger than now i desire  the date after Christmas , i believe after that ,my life will change ~ CHANGE !!! 
now i no enough the break of my heart ~ i want more of it~ i want the life is holy~, no like now ~ i want  it more of GOD love ~
i only belong to GOD no DEVIL,u stupid DEVIL ,GET OUT NOW ,!!!!!! 
please FORGIVE me .lord ~i am sorry ~ what i have done to make u no happy ,sorry lord ~ yes i am wrong ~ 
holy spirit ,i beg u come to my heart ~! i welcome u ~ to live in it ,now i don't want to let u leave u~ 
welcome  ~ holy spirit~ !!!!

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